I am 26 and my mom was diagnosed with cancer on march 14 2008. The cancer is all over her bones and parts of her brain and liver but the doctors don’t know where the primary source of cancer is so chemo wont do no good. Also her hip was fractured because of the cancer and she had to have a hip surgery. Well the surgery went well and she started radiation then she was discharged form the hospital to a rehab facility near my house. She was doing well until about a week ago on April 11 2008 she wasn’t feeling well and wasn’t acting like her normal. She went back to the hospital and when I got to the hospital she looked so bad. That night I thought she was going to leave this world. She made it through the night and the following days the doctor told us she had an infection in her blood and her platlets are real low and they are worried about blood clotts. She hasn’t been talking or responding and I have a feeling the end is near and the doctor has told us that he doent think she will live past a month. I keep thinking today is the day or jump at everytime I get a phone call while I am at work. Last night I went to the hospital and just poured my heart out to her and prayed that god takes her out of her misery. I have a loving supportive family that has been there for me and my two sisters but I still feel like I am going to blow at any moment. I keep asking myself how can I say bye to my mom? This has to be the hardest thing I have ever gone threw, seeing her laying there in so much pain knowing that she isnt going to see me get married or see my first child. She isnt going to see her grandson who is only 8 months which she adored with all her might grow up. My mom is the most loving person I know she went out of her way to make sure everyone around her was happy at all times. She loved me and my sister regardless of what we did. I keep asking everyone how do I say goddbye to my mom?