My Mom left her body on April 17, 2008. The day before my planned wedding. I am 32, but still a baby. It was difficult that day I saw her body laying there in her bed and it is still hard knowing I can not call her tonight. I have to be honest it is a horrible feeling. But, a week or so before my mom left, when I would talk to her, ( w/ no response from her at that time), I told her "everything will be ok, everything will be fine, And I know I will see you again. I believe that Momma." I told her the day before she passed. On Wednesday, I held her hand and said I'll see you again. When I left that day I looked at her, I'm not sure what I was thinking at that moment, but when I got in my car I prayed to God to take her now, do not let her suffer anymore. And that night he did just that. And I feel absolutely lost now. My wedding, we postponed two weeks before she passed. But, she got to plan with me, at least she saw what my center pieces were, the girls dresses, and so fourth. She never did get to see my dress. But we postponed it because I know she will be there in spirit to celebrate that day with me. Because she told me so. Take care. I hope you can find strength in your night tonight. Dani