I am so sorry for your lost, but your mother suffers no more, I too lost my husband to stomach cancer , 5mts ago and my father to prostate, it stays with you , and you NEVER forget, but I know they are around, and they see all , I talk to both of them and I know Im where Im at today, because of their guidance, she left a beautiful daughter, to continue on her legacy, which I feel that helps with the healing. god bless you.