You Jill, I believe that God works in mysterious ways. I got on the message board yesterday because it had been a while. I have been reading this board and trying to find answers and/or companionship with others going through the same thing for a year now. Your message really touched me. So, I replied with as many encouraging words that I could find for you as I could feel your hurt and frustration.
Unbeknowst to me, I get home last night and my sister, Linda, called and she was in exactly the same frame of mind as you were when you posted your message. I talked to her for an hour on the phone trying to find words to comfort her as well.
Sister, Arlene, is still in the hospital as of yesterday, heavily sedated. I don't believe she knows whats going on right now really. This has been difficult for our family as I know it is for yours.
I told Linda about you and your message and that she should join because, really, its Linda who is there with sister, Arlene, day-to-day. I did email her this morning with your kinds words.
God gives each other to help us through and that is the blessing of this site.
My prayers are with you.
Amy