Dear Mitzib, I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my brother only 48 years old to GBM only six months ago. I do know the pain you are feeling right now and the anger. I wrote a post last week because I am still having such a hard time dealing with my brothers death. They tell me the pain does lessen but thus far for me it hasn't. You will have some days that are worse than others. It can hit you like a ton of bricks just like that in an instence and you don't know what hit you. GBM was a horrible illness and death for our loved ones. My brother only lived six weeks after they found his and that was no time at all for us. I am glad you and your family had 5 years with your Dad but I know right now that seems like no time at all either. There is never enough time for us to say good bye to the ones we love. My heart truely goes out to you because I no how bad the pain is for you right now. I hope that they are right and that in time our pain will lessen. I think we will always have a hole in our hearts that will never be filled. Treasure all of your wonderful memories and my they give you comfort and peace. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Have faith that God will see us through these most painful and difficult times.
If you ever need anything I am here for you.
No that you are not alone.
Steve's Little Sister, Susan