Thanks Beth and Cookiemouse
I am going on my holiday. The growing mets (slow) can wait for 2 months then I will have the mental strength to live with weekly hospital visits and adverse side effects. I will be fine!! The onc agrees with me.
Therefore I am going to live life to the fullest and share special times with my family and friends
thanks for your encouragement and support
PS It is great being off treatment in terms of no side effects and better energy. I am mostly symptom free at present.
best wishes
Benny