Kris,
I have been following your story, and we have even talked through Private Messages and I can't tell you how sorry I am to hear this news. I really was hoping for him to make an example out of this horrible disease. Please send me a private message if you need to talk. I am so very sorry. Our fathers are finally at peace. It's been 7 months since my father died from Stomach Cancer, and although it still hurts, I can promise you that with each day, you will feel more peace.
Many Hugs,
Kristen