Chessie -I am sorry. I didn't see Rick's message and didn't understand the reference to the CD/book. I didn't mean to snap back at you! Not seeing his message first, I completely took your message out of context. :D
Thanks Rick for your reply. I do other things to relax. That isn't the reason I want to go tanning. I do find it relaxing as well as laying out in the pool. A dermatologist did tell me it was "better" to get a tan in the salon than in the direct sun though.
I am still young (29) and just want to get back to my life. I finally feel good (took about 6 months of dose adjustments) on the inside and want to look good on the outside (and not get burned on my vacation). lol
Thanks again for your replies.