Wow, do I know how you feel. I stayed at my in laws during isolation (they were gone for the winter).. I was so sad and so alone. They live on a lake pretty far out of town, so I was really alone. My husband stopped by to check on me a couple times, but had to stay far away. I called my kids to wish them good night every night, and I would hang up the phone and cry for hours. It is lonely. however, only temporary. I know how hard it is, all you want is a big hug, but you are dangerous to others, how crule is that??? I will send you a computer hug.....Do you feel better?? No? Well, there isn't much I can say to make it better for you, just to tell you you are not alone. I have been there, and I made it and so will you. Stay strong, it will all be over soon..Skylog