WOW........... Sounds like a bad dream. I had the Whipple done in August 2006 and thought it was/is the end of the world........ THEN, I get into these sites and find out how lucky I really am....
I always thought if you survived the Whipple all will be fine, but I was/am totally mistaken.
I am still on Chemo every week (GEMZAR and 5FU) plus started Xeloda 8 weeks ago because of undetermined spots on my lung. I feel ok, just always tired and not much physical strength. From what I read on here and the John Hopkins site, I am one of the lucky ones.
I pray alot more now and I pray for more people that I do not know then people I do know. My wife is a breast cancer survivor the week she was given the all ok message, I was diagnosed with PC.
I add you to my prayers and hope all gets BETTER... Don't give up because it's very nice to put your feet on the floor in the morning (the rest is gravy).
Gob bless and take care.....