I am so sorry for your lost, I too lost my dady, who was my hero, he gave his all to me, and I am my fathers child,my daughters also lost there dad to cancer just 8 mt ago, he also was my rock, it is very,very, very hard, I cant believe he's gone is what I always say, but you have to stay focus, because your dad is there with you, you are his legacy, so you must stay strong, and keep his memory alive ALWAYS, I gather pictures, put them around the house, my girls and I talk about him, no you never forget, its like it was yesterday, there isn't a day that passes I dont cry, so you are not alone, your pain is normal, and take all the time you need, but never forget how wonderful and man he was, and he would want you to enjoy your life, take care of yourself.