I have felt so isolated through this whole process. I try to talk to family and friends occasionally but they can't possibly understand fully because they don't/have never feel/felt what I feel. I would like to a send message out to anyone who feels alone or wants someone to talk to about all this that I am available. I am tired of feeling so alone and scared and.....crazy! If you want to talk please just let me know. Together maybe we can find some answers or at the very least be a form of support for one another. Take care of yourselves.