I know what you mean. I am so ready to feel like my old self again. I am 4 months past the Rai and I am still working on getting my levels right. About a month ago I had them checked and they were way off, so I was bumped up from .100 to .125, and have to wait 2 months to have them rechecked again, thats how long it taked to stabilize. I am hoping they will bump me up again. If I gain any more weight I think I will explode!!!! I am so sick of it. In July I have my 6 month scan. If they tell me I have to hypo again I don't know what I will do. I am hoping I will be able to get the thyrogen shots then. Good to hear from you....Skylog