Tara, thank you for your kind words. I know when I went through all the treatment and diets, and surgeries, and everything, I felt so alone, and scared. I just want to help anyone I can get through it. I joined this group after my RAI, I just wish I would have found it in the beginning. I reply to as many questions as I can in hopes to make someone elses journey not as scarey as mine. Some days I think I need to stop and move past this stage in my life, but I am not ready yet. I still need support. My husband is great, but as you all know, noone can really understand until you haave been there. Chins up gals, it does get better. Always here for you. Skylog