Hi, all you fellow travellers. If you are on tarceva and scans show
some improvement, do you still suffer from total apathy and no enthusiasm for any of the things you did before the cancer? I feel that everything about my personality has gone and I mourn it. I no longer look forward to anything, my appetite is non-existent and I just feel generally "tired of life". Is this usual? I look forward to going to bed at night where I can "turn off", sleep and relax. I AM thankful to still be alive when I was only given 3 months early last year, but this lack of interest in anything is driving me to depression! Does anyone else have these feelings?
I feel so guilty for making my husband (who is marvellous) "down" too! Man,! this feeling is contagious!!!!!!