Hello all. My mother passed away July 2nd 2007 from lung cancer mets to trachea, both adrenal glands,brain. My life is not the same. I miss my mother so badly sometimes the pain is not bareable. I am so angry and everyone but at no one at the same time. This was God's plan to take my mother. I guess he needed her more then we did. So now coming up on her one year anniversary I have to say goodbye. I am not going to let myself come back to this website. I have to move on. I have to let go. I have to find a way to get rid of this anger I have. Her death has effected me in so many ways. It's time that I reclaim my life. I need to be here for my three boys and my husband. My mother would not have wanted me to live this way. She was happy to go. She made her peace and couldn't wait to go meet God. She was such a beautiful person. So take care everyone and keep fighting. And always remember to tell your loved ones that you love them every day. I wish I could just hear mom say she loved me just one more time.