I know I feel terrible asking but are any of you heavy smokers or smoke occasioanllly still? It's so hard. i never smoked a lot, only about one or two a day. I have cut back some, now it's down to know more than one a day or maybe 3-4 a week at that. I just really need the emotional help right now. I don't want coffee anymore and I hardly want any food, I just need so pick me up, ya know? And it does seem to lift my mood temporary. I'm just scared it's going to make me worse.
I started chemo on Mon. and started with the chemo pills at 6 a day on Thurs. So far not too bad just very, very tired. With some tingling in the fingers and diarrahea daily. I'm just worried. I go back in three weeks for more chemo and just to take the pills in between. I'm praying hard for all of us.