Well they cut the shit out, and told me Bob we got it all, well my cea level is 0.4....thats good news, still life sucks knowing it can pop back up anywhere anytime, that just scares the shit right of me knowing cancer can take me before I see my liitle girl graduate, wont get to see any grand kids, ready to lose everything ive worked for' me and my wife have a very strained relationship. and I really hate fighting a battle that i cant see...it scares me so.
they gave me 5 to sven to live (really) how in the ......do they know that? they dont talk about shit. they also say the lord our God will heal me? why me why me why not all the people.....why just me what have i done to deserve a cure? why cant our lord God heal all these people on here tonight that has sufferd so much, the ones who are fighting the fight, the ones with stage 4 cancer who is lying down at night praying to God to be healed....
Bobby's online prayer
Dear Lord My God! I asking you tonight to reach out and touch and heal all these fine people here on Cancer Composs, and father if its not your holy wish to heal them of this drastic state of hell that we are all in ! could you please bless us with hope......hope and strenght that we could use to fight our cancer Battle's in your name lord we need your loving hands lord in all the er's surgery rooms and at the dying people's homes please allmighty father bless us with hope, bless us with the courage to fight on, and bless you my God because your are our hope, you have ours prayer and wishes, we love you so much lord.... our souls and lifes are in your ands
To the Father Son and Holy sprit I will keep praying........AMEN!