mimi
i am so sorry to hear about your situation. my dad was on the same chemo for the whole year. i can not remeber the names of the med but i will find out i know he was on the avestin, lucavorin also rings a bell. i know in oct there was one he was on where he could drink anything cold, or even open the freezer they took him off that in oct because he is a mailman and he had to be out in the cold during teh winter..
can they change your chemo to see if there is one that can shirnk it small enough for them to do surgery?? i know someone mention cyber knife to you they also did mention that to my dad and there are websites on that.
i def will keep you in my thought and prayers