I'm so sorry to here about your mother's passing. My heart hurts for you because I know exactly how you feel. My amazing dad was diagnosed August 7, 2007 with pancreatic cancer with metastasis to the liver, he passed away December 20, 2007 (4 1/2 months later). He too was only 58 years of age, and left behind 3 children ages 28, 24, and 11. The diagnosis took us all by surprise, and he got sick so fast, no matter what treatments, alternative treatments, nutrition we tried to give him. It's the hardest thing I ever had to deal with in my life. I don't think you ever get over it or it gets any easier, you just learn to continue to live the way your parent wants you to live. Do all the things that would make her happy and proud. Lean on your family for support, cherish your memories and tell your loved ones you love them. You are in my prayers and may God give you strength to get through this tough time. Your mother is no longer hurting. She is now in a place where she is healthy and she can do all the things that her body would not let her. Your mother is your guardian angel.