I have recently been diagnosed and surgically treated for cervical cancer. I am very fortunate, in that I do not need any further treatment. I am not complaining, or being a crybaby, but I feel paralyzed, my mother has lymphoma, and has been going through various treatments for almost 2 years, she still hasn't gotten rid of this growing death, this scares the heck out of me. I am daily reminded that there's a 10% chance it can come back. I watch my mother suffer repeatedly, treatment after treatment. My husband has been incredible through this whole experience, but he does not understand the feelings I have. I feel so lost and unsure, I know I have been blessed, but I live with cancer everyday. I just need someone to talk to, who understands my paralyzing fear.