Hi All!
Thanks so much for the replies! I think I agree with the last poster; I'm just not comfortable with the doctor. I never really vibed with him but thought what the hey, one appt a year is something I can handle. But given the current situation I'm just not sure I feel comfortable asking questions, etc. Literally "dead baby" came out of that man's mouth. To a woman who wants to have kids that just isn't something that should be said.
Hopefully, I'll hear something tomorrow from him, and I'm calling to check and see if there is a cancellation to hopefully move up my second opinion. I do worry about switching doctors prolonging my treatment as was previously posted. But if I don't get a second opinion I think I'll always wonder "what if"....espcially if my fertitlity is somehow comprimised. The best case scenerio is he tells me that I just need to be moniored for the next year or so and won't need a LEEP or cone.
I'll be saying a lot of prayers tonight....