I'm not on the right page, but couldn't resist answering nurse/doctor. I am in the same predicument, doctor who is nice, but pushing me into chemo. I took one session, he forgot how much, i had to call the drugstore to find out, i went to a second opinion doctor and got opposite advice. So scared--which do i want, close to home for my weekly bloodwork or 60 miles away to someone who thinks like i do? Do like everyone else has told you, get your own copy of tests, get informed, drs. Don't like it when you" sort of" know what's going on, but hey, it's your body. Different subject, if perchance you cannot have "your own" baby, an adopted child is as much "your own" as if you had carried it and got sick yourself. Ditch the old doc. You need someone that can make you feel that your decision is the right one for you. Sioux