Subject: My Mum has just past away
Date: 07/20/2008
My mum of 86 years has just past away I am so devastated I didn't no she was so ill. She has lived with me for 16years and was a brilliant mum and nan to my three children. Why didn't i notice she was ill she had regular artritis pain everywhere but she was a strong lady never complained. My mum developed Yellow jurndis and was taken in to Hospital on the Thursday on Friday she was given an ultrasound on Monday we where given the results that there was a gallstone or tumour in the bile duct so she was given antibiotics because she developed septic on Tuesday her kidneys wern't working properly so she was on IV drips and I was told if she responded they where going to do another test where they put a camera down your throat, I still had hope it was gallstoneThursday she wasent producing urine so she was in renal failure they said she was to ill to do this test by Thursday evening they told her she had cancer and she was dyeing I could still just about talk with her, that night we sat up and talked but she was sometimes in a dase just stering then she would start talking again. By this time I wouldn't leave her side I slept on a chair next to her Friday they talk her off all iv drips, antibiotics vitamin drink and said they are now ready to start the passage to death treatment by this time she was bed ridden unable to do anything she still aknowledged me when I talked so all the family srarted to arrive one after the other and my brother who lives in Cyprus couldn't get a flight untill Saturday he arrived at the Hospital at 8.30pm when we spoke she would try and aknowledge us by trying to open her eyes and grunt she also developed very bad twitching My brothers left at around 10.30pm where it was just me and mum apart from my sons stayed a bit longer who is 22 and 16 she loved them and them her so much at 11.30 she died in my arms once everyone had been I am so devastated my heart has broke what do I do how can this happen so quick and me not no she was ill I blame my self for not noticing anything I feel empty her room in the house is so quiet I always heard the TV or her snoring she is everywhere in my house how do I cope my little girl is only 11 she misses her so much. Please someone help me understand how and why this has happened so quick it is so unfair.