its hard dealing with it i know i have breast cancer people tell me im strong they dont see cry im strong around them when i all alone at home i pray and talk to god he my strength i live today like their no tomarrow i took life for granted thinking my parent are going to be around forever i know their they are not but its going to be hard for me when they go see god it will be hard but god will be there for me as he for me as i go through my cancer iv lost my hair i just put my trust in god and live like there no tomarrow i dont take life for granted i love my kids and grandkids i enjoy them like i will not see them again and enjoy them evryday i thank god for living and for loving my family and friend just enjoy life until my time come when i will be with god we dont know when we are going to die live life like there no tomarrow you have good memory about your mom cherish those memorys i pray that god will help you during these time god bless you and keep you strong through these time carolyn