I am so glad you got your lab reports! Contact your primary care physician, today, (or as soon as the pcp's office is open, tomorrow morning) and get a referral. Tell the new office your case is urgent, and the doctor will make room for you. Since you have your medical records, it will be very quick for you to even fax them to the new doc's office. I did that when I learned my first doctor was planning to do a cone biopsy while I was under general anesthesia without telling me. The only reason I even found out is because her assistant let it slip. I had LGSIL with focal HGSIL in two quadrants or less. When I demanded an explanation, the doctor wouldn't give me one. So, I immediately got a referral to a different doctor. I saw the doctor the next week. After I finally saw the lab report, I realized there was no dysplasia in the endocervical canal, and there certainly wasn't any glandular involvement. What she was going to do would have been malpractice. By all means, get a second opinion. But from the sounds of it, I think you should just get a new doctor.
Out of curiosity, did your doctor discuss the alternatives to LEEP before scheduling it for you? According to the medical guides I have been reading about LEEP, one of the requirements is to tell you about the alternatives. Never trust a doctor who tells you there is only treatment option available. They all have the same success rate, although cryosurgery is not very successful for more extensive cases of dysplasia. But what you have will determine which would be best for you. The new doctor should go over all of that with you. It's a requirement.
Something to keep in mind is that LEEP is inexpensive, so insurance companies like doctors pushing it on women. It's neither the best nor the worst choice. It's just another option with risks, benefits, and the same success rate. For some women, it's the best choice. For other women, one of the other treatment choices are the best. It all depends on what a woman has and what kind of body she has.
Regardless of what you choose to do, if you are that frightened, consider having it done under general anesthesia or with an IV drip with a sedative for in office. A lot of women have done that, myself included, and it makes it much easier to get through. There are always risks with doing that, but there are definitely risks with a frightened patient. Do what is best for your body, your health, and your comfort level and not what is convenient for the insurance company or your doctor. Your body is too valuable and deserves the very best!
I'm going to give you some websites. Not only are they informative about treatment options, but if you follow the website links, you'll also get information about dysplasia itself.
http://www.gynalternatives.com/cervical_dysplasia_treatment.
This is older, but it's still one of my favorites because it's very concise.
http://www.mjbovo.com/Women/DysplasiaRx.htm
And here are some others.
http://www.imaginis.com/cervical-cancer/treatment.asp
http://adam.about.com/reports/000046_7.htm
http://www.jotrust.co.uk/about_cervical_cancer/cin__pre_canc
I hope this helps you! And I hope all of this turns out well for you.