I was diagnosed 4 years ago. My journey became one where I lost both breasts, two failed reconstruction surgeries, systemic infection, and a total hysterectomy and my ovaries removed. But that is not all of the story, my orignal surgeon did not take the entire breast as he said he did in his op report and did not tell me, which set off a chain of events. I am no longer a candidate for recon surg, and now have C-Diff infection which I spent five days in the hospital with. I have been on Zoloft and Lexapro, which a some point you just do not feel anything. I am very angry as I have gained 20 additional pounds, I look at the scars on my chest, and I just cannot get past the anger. Any advice?