Tina, I'm sorry for your lost. Yes, I can understand. You see I had been sick for about two years or so. I went to three or so doctors and they did not hear me. Last March (2005) I was found to have lung cancer in Pa were I lived, because my children lived in Fl I moved there for treatment. To my suprise not only was my lung cancer in the third stage, the doctors found that I had second stage breast cancer, Both cancers were separted. My children didn't think I be here today. Now my lung will be open again to remove a new growth, too small to say if it's breast or lung cancer. Until thet go in. I already had 1/3 of my lung removed. I have gone though chemo, radeasion and the lost og three ribs (one from cancer). No doctors will not say the truth. I lost my mother to breast cancer and I know that chemo and most treatment is hopeing for more time. One should remember money talks. Yeas there are those that make it, they are the lucky ones. The hell I have gone though in the past years, I hope my body can take more. Life is not what it was and it shall never be. Yet I will keep trying, for my children and grandchild. I do hope I'll see 60 (I'm 58). that's lest the two years. Yet if the pain gets to mush, it best to let go. I don't my children to have to live with it. So it may be the your husband may have though, it was time to let you have peace. I will know when it's time for my children to have peace. They have told me for as mush as they love me they will except what ever I decide, for they seen the hell I have gone though so far. --- Message edited by CancerCompass staff: for personal protection, email address removed. Please review CancerCompass Member Guidelines at
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