I don't know if anyone else has been in this position, I pray not. For two years my doctor has done several cervical biopsies that were malignant. He could not figure out why it kept coming back, he insisted it was from an STD, which might have been a possibility, except I have not made love in over eight years, and I did not have an STD when I had my wonderful son at that time. He said I was crying over nothing, I didn't cry during the surgery, what was wrong now? I told him even though I have a very high pain tolerance, this big lump in my left side of the stomach was like being stabbed. He felt it, did a biopsy, but said he couldn't help, no one could, because I need a total hysterectomy because the fist size cancer that started on my left ovary is now all the way through both fallopian tubes, ovaries, cervix and uterus. It hurts; I'm doubled over most of the day. Does anyone have any suggestions? I only have Medicare and the doctors I've gotten ahold of here don't want to deal with Medicare even though I have part A and B. Sorry to ramble, he gives me three weeks before it spreads into my respiratory system he says, then I'll die right away. I want to fight this, but I don't know what to do except pray that God can get me to a doctor before I die, I know when it's time, and it isn't time for me to go yet. Thanks for listening to me ramble. Love, hugs and prayers, Dove