i lost my mom in november after a 14 year battle with cancer. I thought i was fine, when she died i was upset but calm and yet now, back in the States i feel as if everything is falling apart. I have just moved here so don't know that many people so my only line of support is my husband, but i seem to also take it out on him i.e. get angry, if i go out and have a few drinks end up in a shouting match with him and i just don't like this entire situation. I feel so out of control and i want the world to know the amazing person i have lost, it almost seems unfair that life continues when you are trying to accept that that person is no longer on the other side of the phone. i am trying to be so strong through this and actually don't know what to do.
Any ideas on support groups anyone?
Emma