Hey Debbie,
I once again am sorry for the delay in response. Bobby isn't feeling well at all. He had recently put off his chemo session for a week and just completed this last session on Friday. He has bad nose bleeds and is vomitting and is not have a problem with diarrea. He doesn't sleep anymore so he is up all night. He just told me that he feels extrememly useless and doesn't feel like he is contributing anything to the family. I am tired most of the time as I am trying to handle things around here, take care of Kiersten and handle the things that are going on at the other house. I have to sue the contractor that originally started the work on the house because I paid him and he ran off with the money without completing the work. I really don't know how you do it. You get a little down sometimes but you seem to pop back up. I seem to have sunk in to some kind of depression where I am always tired, nothing seems to be going right and I truly feel like my life is not my own anymore. I know it sounds selfish with all that Bob is going through but I can't help it. I know that he is going through a lot and I really feel bad for him. I just feel like we've lost a lot with his being sick. He is 40 years old now and was always active and in motion, now he not getting around much at all and it is taking it's toll on everyone.
I don't know if I've told you this but I really appreciate and enjoy talking to you. You truly lift my spirits most of the time. You have definitely kept me from feeling alone in all of this. I wish there was some way that I could repay you for what you are doing for me. Talking to you touches my heart more than you will ever know.
I'm glad to hear that you got an operator that wasn't on an ego trip and didn't mind doing some footwork to find out what was going on with your husband's certificate. $500.00 is not a lot but it definitely helps. I had no idea that braces cost as much as they do. At this point, they aren't even affordable to us. I would surely need to be on a lifetime payment plan. Things financially are getting tight around here. We have so much stuff that still needs to be taken care of around here. I need to get the brakes fixed on my car which will cost $500+ dollars. I just had to pay Kiersten's registration fee and am stil paying to complete the house.
How are you and your family doing? I hope and pray that all is well with you and your family. In a previous email, I sent you my user id if you attach that to hotmail.com we can talk direct. I am making a promise now that now matter what is going on I will get on my computer for an hour a day so we can chat.
Peace and Blessings,
Janeen
PS. Stay strong and encouraged.