Dear J.
I am 31 years old and my fiance was only 27 when he passed away, he died Dec.2005. We got enganged set a date for Sept.3 2005. 2 weeks before our wedding date he needed emergency surgery. It was hell watching him go through this. I regret not marrying him, I just always thought he would be fine. The cancer centers of america is a smart move. I had days when I thought I was going to crack, looking in his eyes was the worst and watching him be scared and him not expressing himself but you know what he's thinking. I was awake with him at night helping him, he couldn't walk, feeding him, loving him and I wouldv'e took care of him forever. Stay strong for him he needs you to stay optimistic. Kick depression out the door,do not give up on him. Get some help at home,there are people who can help you, cancer centers of america can give you some info. R