Hi,
I understand what you are going through.Loosing the love of my life,I can't explain the feeling.A part of me is missing and I like to think he took it with him. To watch them go through this is torture. I pray that your husbands chemo works and he comes out of this.Having a new born I'm sure is tough while going through this, but trust me it's a blessing.How I wish I had that. I feel like my life is over especially with out having experienced more with him.The only thing I can tell you is be strong for him and do not let a day go by with out telling him you love him. Live everyday with love and faith.My husband was strong and always made jokes too.When it got closer to the end he couldn'talk anymore and what kills me is that I know he wanted to.I was looking for someone who might know what I am going through. Thanks for replying. RC