Hi, You are so right to believe that God does have your day. When he needs you to do something for him his calling is not to be up to you. The only thing you can do is live life to the fullest and be greatful for everyday you are here. He has a day and time when it is your time to come forth and to do something that he has for you to do. But in the mean time sick or heathty enjoy and thank the lord for every time you wake up and enjoy another day of living. I know I do. I was diagnosed with astroytoma stage 3 two and one half years ago. The doctors gave me 6 months to a year. Well I did not give up. I have written letters earlier in this chat room and if you go back and read the messages to the other people you will see what I have been doing to beat it. My last MRI 2 months ago gave me the best news I could ever had herd. I am cancer free. I beat the killer. I hope with all my heart that no matter what the doctors say........DO NOT GIVE UP. Like you said GOD has your number, well enjoy it to the fullest because he might change his mund for some reason or another. TO ALL KEEP FIGHTING AND GOD BLESS Ed from BHC, AZ going on 3v years and I beat the crap. BYE