I've been reading messages for awhile now, since my husband was diagnosed in January. Here's the story, the day before his 35 birthday, we found out that he had a mass on his pancreas. A week later he had the whipple procedure and a month later began chemo. He finished a round of chemo and radiatin on Wed and is finally going back to work on Monday. Unfortunately he is not done, he will be having more chemo in June. Not sure what i'm asking, heck, i'm really not asking anything. I just hate feeling alone. I hate watching my 35 year old husband go through this. I really just worry that he wont be able to see our two young boys grow up. Please tell me there is someone out there that has beaten this.