This message goes out to who ever has had to come across the battle of cancer. I am 29 years old and have been battling cancer for the last eighteen years of my life. I have had over 46 surgeries with the removal of my whole tailbone sacrum and left hip. I have had 39 treatments of radiation and chemotherapy.. I no longer can have any treatments just surgeries due to complicatiopns from a previous surgery that left me with two colostomies.I was at a young age at the time of treatments and at the age of seventeen I found out that i was unable to have kids.. I have had a broviac kidney tube wound vac you name it i have had it done to me. You always read stories of peoples lives and you always find that when you think you have it the worst somebody elses story tops yours..For encouragement for all you people out there yeah I could of easily gave up but in two and a half months I will be getting married to the most beautiful girl in the world and I hope all of you out there have that someone special who will be right by your side every step of the way.