For those of you that don't know, my father was diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic renal cell carcinoma on June 27 of this year. On November 14, 2002, the doctors told me that they can't do anything else for him. They don't expect him to live a month. But, they don't know God like we do and I know that God has the last say, not man.
I am terrified at the thought of losing my father to this disease. I feel like punching the wall or screaming or something!!!!! What will we do without him???? How do we go on with our lives without him???? I ask these questions because I honestly don't know how I will continue working full-time, going to college full-time, being a mother to my 14 year old son, and enjoying a wonderful relationship with my fiancé'. I just don't know. It doesn't seem fair to just get on with my life.
For those of you battling cancer, please never give up. Keep on fighting for all of those that have lost and will lose the battle to this terrible disease. You are all in my prayers every single day and I admire your courage and determination to learn and live every day.
Please pray for Pastor Henry B. and the rest of my family.
Sadly,
Vinnie B.