I am 19 mos. out from Tx. for SCC at the base of my tongue. I went through pure "H.." and back and again. Seriously !! I have been having lots of probs. with gaining my weight back after losing 60lbs.. I can eat only foods with lots of gravy, sauces and so forth. And very little of that. Mostly Italian.. I am soory depresseed and worried about it coming back I cannot think. I have had very little support out here and have been under so much stress you would not comprehend.
I am not sure what all I need. I know some good friends that know and can relate with what I am going through would be invaluable for sure. I am so lost right. I am not anywhere close to the person I was and do not even really know who I am today at all.
I see some talking about eating Ice Cream is bad. If that is the case, I'm a dead dog. That is what I basically lived on for months and still eat tons of it. With a lot of Cheese Cake to go with it. I'm cooked Goose!!! UH ???
I worry my Doc to death about every little thing I feel or think. What am I to do ??
I cannot die yet. I have no children of my own and at 47, that is hard to handle. I want and need kids more than life.. But NO women want me after I tell them what I've been through. None!!!
Can anybody help ME !!!! Steven G.