I had a masc on rt. side in Apr.'05--well, I do NOT feel SEXY-- at all. I was doing okay for a while , but when I look in the mirror--it makes me SICK!!---I see CANCER --the truth,fact,word echo back to me. I am tight in the chest too. I have always been thin,& my husband, who likes boobs, had me get some small implants about 5 yrs. ago. ------ still have one implant and one fake----Are you married or have a boyfriend ?? You know MEN love women with BOOBS !!! Watch them--their eyes shoot strait toward the T__ when they look at another women--it makes me SICK. I am also starting to look at reconstuction...It looks like tough surgery, and my surgeon says She wouldn't do it---but she still has hers, so that doesn't count---I feel plain UGLY and UNATTRACTIVE. I just finished all chemos because I was HER2-+++, and ER+,PR- , and took herceptin for a yr after all other..now just on Tamoxifen because of LOW Density of bones--New ones are worse on bones. My foreign ONC is also giving me the chemo.drug--zometa every 3 months just to build my bones..(also given to women with osteopor.---..I am 52 and have always gone to the gym and walked my dogs.--and I want to look halfway sexy, again....What about YOU ??.....rsvp kat