Hi, I kind of know what you are experiencing. I have a grade 2 astrocytoma which is primary to the brain. It was diagnosed in March of this year although my doctors found something on a c/t scan the day after x-mas 2002. I have seen 3 sets of doctor teams, some are compassionate and some treat you like a car in for a tune up. Compassion should be part of their oath, but I'm sure that carrying a load of patients that include many that are terminal is an incredible thing to deal with everyday. Find another doctor if you are not comfortable with the current one. I found it easier to deal with my cancer just knowing there are many people experiencing the same thing. You are still young and the chances are good that a cure can be found. Everyday, my friends e-mail me some new research that looks promising. Scorpion venom, altered cold viruses, etc. Keep your spirits up and e-mail me if there's anything I can do for you.