Hi Jo, Jan here. Good to hear from you my friend. Well kiddo, I don't know what to tell you except to just get through your treatment and keep up with your follow up exams and all that. Do eat as healthy as you can. Take at least the basic supplements to keep your immune system up. I know I struggled a lot with it all as the doctors had told me I really only had a few months but with the chemo working and my body seemingly responding quite well I beat the odds so to speak. I wish there were a magic pill for us all that would banish cancer forever but there isn't. So we must keep the awareness alive for all women and help fight for a cure. I am just at seven years now and have not had a recurrence as of yet. It's a tough old road but we have to be tough as well. Emotions run crazy don't they? They did for me and still do at times. Be well and hope to hear from you soon...Jan