Hi Minnie, Jan here. I know how all that negative stuff can make you feel because I felt that way for a long time myself. Ovarian cancer can be over come and I should know and there are others. So keep the faith my friend. And guess what? Speaking of grand kids...I am about to be a great grandma anytime now. We know it is a boy and she is due now! I can't believe I am going to be a great grandma. Where does the time go??????? I was married very young. [barely 16] Had one son and then two grand kids, a boy and a girl. Lindsay is 22 and Josh is 24. Josh and his girlfriend are the ones that will be having the baby. No marriage there yet but I am hoping. Young people today...I don't know but I will hope for the best. Keep you posted. Be well and always think good thoughts Minnie...hugs, Jan