Tatiana, good on you. You must be doing well. I don't think anyone capable of writing so positively when nauseated and in pain. I'm interested in knowing what new medications you are on. I had a partial gastrectomy,radiation and chose only to do Xeloda. So have not undergone any of the heavier Chemos, instead have concentrated on building my immune system up. However, am due for another Cat Scan soon, so will once again be faced with the decision to do more Chemo. I've had a total of three surgerys to remove tumors---the doctors are saying they don't do any good. I'm not so sure they are correct. I'm a year and a half out and still alive, so whatever!!! Keep that positive energy flowing. A strong believe in ones body and ability to survive can only be an asset. And YES miracles do happen.