Dear Color Purple - I think you are doing everything right! Follow Dr.'s lead and add a healthy macrobiotic diet. The mental medicine of going off to Disneyworld with the grown-up kids and all of the positive energy you are infusing will only make these days and everyday you have together better. Good job for jumping in and taking this thing on with a positive fight. I, too, am doing everything I can (and enlisting the help of family and friends) to keep things positive around my husband. He is at Disneyland today with three of his four kids (one all grown up, the others are under 14). We are happy everyday he gets up and feels good - and we share it with each other. If anything, it has helped to change my husband's outlook since his March 7, 2005 diagnosis. I just wanted to send you a virtual hug. All the best, Karen.