Hello Vicki, My name is Sarah. I am going through basically the same thing as you are. My mother was diagnosed with non-hodgkins lymphoma cancer about two years ago. She has been in and out of the hospital with chemo, radiation, and numerous medications. Now I have the same problem. Her doctor said that it is time for her to go on Hospice. We are not ready to give up yet. She is coming home friday to start the program. I do not want her to. I believe that she can make it. If only we could find a doctor who actually cared. Her doctor now, I think, is a jerk. He just seems like he is ready to stop. She likes him though. I can not convince her that he is not trying hard enough. If you happen to find out any thing please let me know. I just got in contact with the CTCA. Hopefully we will all be helped. Good luck to you and your family.