I am scared to death at this time. I just got news from ny Gyno that I have Pre Cancer dysplasia. 26 years ago I had never seen a Dr , only nurse practisioners for over 3 years with a pap test coming back a number 3 because of the insurance company I had you only got to see a Dr if you were pregnant. I finally saw a Dr by accident in Nov 1984 after having cryo surgery (freezing of the uterus) and he said they did more damage. I told him that I was changing insurance companies the first of the year in 1985. He told me he would be with that company and to make an appointment in January. Well I did and by the 24th of January 1985 I had a cone biopsy and it confirmed that I had cancer of the cervix and it was contained so he did a partial vaginal hysterectomy. I went to all my appointments every 3 months for tests for 2 years then every 6 months for a while and all was ok then once a year. I just saw him again a couple weeks agpo and the results were devistating to me about the vaginal pre cancer dysplasia. Well I am thinking the worst and just found out yesterday on Friday the results and have an appointment for a biopsy on Tuesday. I am so nervous and depressed and would welcome any positive information. I have been cancer free for 23 years and now this. I did not know to a few years ago that my EX had transmitted the HPV to me where he had been unfaithful and ran around all the time on me and I didn't know till after we divorced and I went through the cancer ordeal. Help I feel so hopeless and unwanted being single I am afraid to discuss this with anyone. I do not want to be rejected on top of this. Help I feel like I am drowning.
Marion