Lots of people have told me I'm mature for my age, and I am, most of the time. But when it comes to cancer, I'm terrified, like a kid whose afraid of the dark. I think I'm getting cancer. I've been researching this for a long time, and I'm showing some smptoyms. The last doctor appointment I went to, there were white blood cells in my urine sample. Since then, I've been showing strange smptoyms. I don't want to go to the doctor again, what if they tell me that I need to take a blood test, and when they do they confirm the thought that's been haunting my mind. Who will I turn to? How will I change? Will my friends treat me different? Who will be my friend during the fight of my life? I've encountered cancer twice, in my family, I had a great uncle who died from it, and my Dad's cousin has breast cancer, luckily she was a survivor. I'm scared... What should I do?