I don't mean to offend anyone here, but i just wanted to share my point of view. I feel like ever since my boyfriend was diagnosed with cancer that god had in no way helped me through this.
I have prayed and prayed for god to save russell's life. He is only 21 years old and he was still a child when he was diagnosed. He still is a child. He doesn't deserve to die this young.
Ever since russell's diagnose, i feel myself losing more and more faith in god. I now believe that there is no god because he put such a innocent soul through such a hard battle.
It is so hard for me to see him be so scard, i want so badly to help him through this. I don't want him to be scard.