CancerCompass message board discussion started by lrquake on 5/12/2008 http://www.cancercompass.com/message-board/message/all,23969,0.htm Mon, 13 Oct 2008 00:00:00 GMT Mon, 13 Oct 2008 00:00:00 GMT http://backend.userland.com/rss RSS.NET: http://www.rssdotnet.com/ I have felt so isolated through this whole process.  I try to talk to family and friends occasionally but they can't possibly understand fully because they don't/have never feel/felt what I feel.  I would like to a send message out to anyone who feels alone or wants someone to talk to about all this that I am available.  I am tired of feeling so alone and scared and.....crazy!  If you want to talk please just let me know.  Together maybe we can find some answers or at the very least be a form of support for one another.  Take care of yourselves. lrquake Mon, 12 May 2008 00:00:00 GMT Hi!  What is your situation??  Whatever it is you are not alone. Love to hear from you. Leemg Tue, 13 May 2008 00:00:00 GMT -----quote------ On 5/13/2008 Leemg wrote: Hi!  What is your situation??  Whatever it is you are not alone. Love to hear from you. -----end quote----- Hi, I know exactly how you feel/felt. I just got out of isolation on monday from having 150 m of rai. I haven't gone back to work as of yet but i plan to next week. It was a happy day to be able to roam in my house when i got out of isolation. The hardest part for me was spending over 24 hours in the hospital. I did a lot of praying, reading, sleeping and doing crossword puzzles. mee22 Wed, 14 May 2008 00:00:00 GMT you are not alone I know exactly how you feel, it is very scary and the treament is so hard it took me 8 months just to start feeling whole again and now I might be facing another round. No one understands and don't seem to care fully, but they would if it had happend to them, at least that is how it is on my end, it really made me rethink my life and it is hard to talk to the people I know because they would think I was whining, so I just act like it doesnt bother me, but I am finding out with this latest news that it bothers me more than I thought. Good luck and god bless! Thanks for listening tonight is the first time I have really talked about sorry if I am dumping, and thanks! Kendall Tue, 20 May 2008 00:00:00 GMT