I realize that there are people on here who need way more attention, or support then me. But I would like just a little. He has only had cancer for a few months, he still has his hair, though he has lost some weight and still gets sick atleast once a day... I need advice, on how to keep my cool. He's always been one thats quick with an attitude. Snappy, complaining. And it's gotten so much worse already. He'll complain that I don't take the trash out fast enough, the dryer is too loud, our daughter is being too loud (She just turned 1). He tells me sometimes I'm not doing enough, or that I don't care, he wishes that he were dead already then be around me. And then, when he's in a better mood he is smiling and kissing my forehead. I don't know how to handle how quickly his moods change, and how to handle him saying he wishes I wasn't around. Because. There is noone else to take care of him.